Can I Bring Just One??

We are off to Texas in the morning bright and early before my little people wake up. That way they will not miss me as much. I have asked Matt several times including a few minutes ago, if I could bring even one kiddo along. His answer you ask? NO! A pretty emphatic no at that! Well, you can't blame a girl for trying. As I was saying goodnight to the boys and reading Addy her bed time story, all I could think of was that this will be the last time I get to do these things for a few days. The special little moments that I alone get to share with my little people are going to have to be put on hold. I am really feeling beat up inside. I am the type though, that if something is bothering me I usually keep it bottled up. I know that I will also be better off if I don't have too much contact with them while we are gone. It is like adding salt to an open wound to hear their giggles OVER THE PHONE!! I am getting a taste of what it must be like for our family that is far away on a daily basis. I am lucky to have them all the time whenever I want. I get to kiss their Buddha bellies and splash with them in the tub. I get to help with homework and listen to the third grade gossip. All in all, I am thankful for the new found appreciation I have for being a mommy. I love you Morrison 5, and I will see you all when we get home! :)